STUCK BETWEEN THREE CH-8 KEEPING SECRETS

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STUCK BETWEEN THREE – CH-8 KEEPING SECRETS

Thank you readers for your response to previous chapters.

After receiving the note from a mysterious man, Nenu tanani kaluddam ani try chesa kani tanu appatiki vellipoyadu. Aa note lo YOU TOUCHED MY HEART ani vundi. So inka initki vachesam. As Usual ga life sagutundi, hospital, home and appudu appudu outings. So oneday ma residents ki relationship gurinchi topic vachindi so, andaru vallu evarini date chestunnaro valla gurinchi cheputunnaru, so nenu single ani cheppanu inka vallu andaru stop lying ani start chesaru. They said, “andariki telusu nuvvu kriti love chesukuntunnatu” ani antunnaru. I said we are just friends, we never had that thought and they all left. Dani taruvatha Alex na daggaraku vacchi “Are you sure you don’t love her? Just think about it. May be nuvvu inka realise ayyi vundakapovacchu. Miru love chesukuntunna vishyam miku tappa andariki telusu”. Aa matalu vinna naku oka nimisham emi artham kaledu. Naku telusu I love her for sure but as friend, But kriti na gurinchi em anukuntundo naku teledu kada. Oka vela tanu nannu love cheste??? . aa okka prasna na ma madyana vunna bhandanni marchestundi.

Aa roju nuchi nenu eppudu gamanaichani vishayalu naku kanipistunnai. Kriti na vaipu choose vidanam, tana sparsa, tana navvu, natho chanuvu tanaki napina istam vundi teliyajestunnai. Naku tanaki paina perugutunna prema bhayyani kalisgistundi. So nenu decide ayyanu kriti ni dooram pettali ani. Oka roju evening intiki velle time lo edo godava madyalo Sanju kriti ni niku nenu istama leka Arya istama ni adigithe adi alochichakunda na peru cheppindi. Sanju memu friends la istam anukunnadu, may be nenu kuda tanaki na paina istam vunna vishyam teliyakapothe alane anukunvadini. Nenu intiki vellagane na room loki vellipoya dinner ki kindaki raledu. Sanju na room ki vacchadu enti raledu ani adigadu em le akaliga ledu ani cheppa. Nuvvu tinnava ani adiga emo nuvvu rakapoyetapaptiki nenu sarriga tinalekapoyanu ani cheppadu. Nenu “ babu inka aapu” ani anna. Tanu nijam ra annadu( Enduko okavela adi nijam kakunda abbadam ayina naku nammali ani pistudni.) Sarey pada icecream tinadam veldam ani annadu. Nenu ranu anna balavantham chesi tesukuvelladu. Kriti kuda vacchindi. She knows everything about my likes, my dislikes except the MY SECRET. Nenu cheppakundane na Mango flavoured ice cream ichharu. Kriti tana ice cream tanu tinakunda first scoop na notlo pettesindi. Nenu innalu naku em anipichaka poyina ippudu tanu na paina choospistunna prema edo teliyani bayam kaligistundi.

Aa taruvatha nuchi nenu kriti kavalani avoid cheyytam start chesa. Breaks lo kalisi canteen ki tanatho vellatam manesa. Na Day off kuda same date vudakunda choosukuntunna. Edo okati cheppi tanani tappinchu kuntunna. Mellamella ga kriti danni gamanichindi, oka roju direct ga adigesindi em ayyidni ra nannu avoid chestunanva ani, nenu ala em kadu ani cheppa, tanu oppukoledu, nenu normal gane vunnaa just konni vishyala valla busy ga vunna. Kontha time taruvatha antha set ayyidi ani cheppa. Kriti nenu baga hurt chestunnu anna viashyam naku artham ayyindi. Nenu tanu ani avoid cheyytam valla tanu entha hurt avutundo nenu kuda nathe hurt avutunnanu. Na day lo parents tho kanna tana thone ekkuva time spend chese vadini tannnai okkasari ga dooram pettam na valla avvtam kavatledu. Tanu natho spend cheyyani time edo lotu ga anipitundi.

Ee issue jarugutunna time lo kriti ki na paina feelings confirm chesukundam ani oka roju evening 7 ki baytaki veldam ani adiagnu, she was very happy that I asked her out. So evening naku oka emergency case vacchindi nenu asalu aa vishaym marchipoya. Nenu baytaki vacche tappatiki around night 1.o’clock ayyindi . Kriti nenu vacche daka anthe lobby lo nakosm wait chestundi akakde nidra poyindi. 6 hours anthe na kosam aa chair lo wait chesindi. Intha jarigaka kuda nenu tana daggarike velthe nenu late ayyanu ani kopa padaledu, rey ippudu veldama nai adigidi. Danni choosi naku epdupu vacchesindi. Itha love chestunda ani pinchindi. Tanani choosi naku napina ashyam vesindi, nenu na secrets valla, na insecurities valla tana feelings tho adukuntunna anipinchindi. Naku edupu vastundi. I dont have the rights to play with others feelings. I am ashamed of myself. Is living such a life worth it?
Oka roju kriti leave tesukundi. Aa roju ma hospital canteen staff daggara nunchi Dr. Emily daka andaru nanu kriti edi ani adugutunnaru. Nenu full ga dull ayipoyanu. Naku aa roju anipinchindi naku tappa kriti nannu love chestunna vishyam andariki telsu ani. Em cheyyelo teludu, naku ratrulu nidra ledu, nenu full disturb ayyanu.

Aa time lo nalo enno alchanlu . Okasari cheppedam emainthe adi ayindi ani. Okasari na feelings cheppi kriti ni dooram chesukolenu. Nenu na feelings ni na daggara dachukuni kriti ki okay chepte andaru happy avutaru. Kriti happy ga vuntundi, mummy daddy happy ga vuntaru. Kriti vacchina taruvatha dull ga vunna life lo oka excitement vacchindi. Tanu leni life ni nenu vooohuinchukolenu. May be na life lo liking men may be oka phase emo, may be konni rojula taruvatha I will like women emo. Asalu enti confusion, ia nake enduku jaragali, first parents issue, atha problem, next arjun issue, Ippudu kriti. The thing I just hoped for was a normal life. Just a very normal life. Ippudu nenu chepithe oka problem cheppaka pothe oka problem.

Aaroju evening chala tired ayipoyanu, my body is aching so badly. Sanju car edo cheptunnadu nenu adi vinaledu. Ala mellaga naku car lo vundagane panukundi poyanu. Lechi choodagne sanju nenu ponukunivundaga nannu anthe choostu vunnadu. Entha sepu avutundi intiki vacchi ani adiga tanu oka 40 min avutundi ani cheppadu mari lepochuga ani adigadu. Emo nuvvu aa rest teskuntunte naku lepali ani pichadam ledu ani cheppadu ala choostu vunte edo teliyani relief vastundi ra ani cheppadu. Nenu oka chinna navvu navvi inka apu ani intlo ki vacchesa. Nenu lopala ki vacchetapptiki kriti na room lo vundi. Nenu casual ga enti ivvala enduku raledu hospital ki ani adiganu, andaru kirit raledu raledu ani nanu adugutunnaru. Tanu emo nenu vacchina rakapoyina nikem farak padateldu kada nenu vacchina nuvvu busy kada ani kopadindi. Tana kopam lo kuda paina prema kanipistundi. Nenu naku kochem time ivvu antha normal avutundi ani cheppanu.

Ila jarugutunda ga oka roju Dr. Emily night nannu dinner ki invite chesaru. So nenu vella, while having food, she asked me, “Is something wrong between you and kriti?” Nenu ala em ledu ani cheppa. Tanu “nenu mi age nunche vachhanu nenu amartam artham chesukolena. Look!!! Naku ninnu ila pilichi adagalisina avasaram ledu, but nenu mimmlaini ila pilichi adugutunnanu ante I treat you as my own kids and I care for you. Nenu gamaninchaledu anukuntunnava kirti last one month nuchi entha dull ga vuntundo. Tana asalu attentive gane vundatledu. Nuvvu anthe vuntunnav, miru doctors mi concentration eppudu mi work paine vundali. Ee profession lo okka tappu jaragina malli danni correct chesukolemu. Mi chinna mistake oka pranam tiyyagaladu. So jagratha”.

Me: “ Doctor! I am sorry, it was because of me, I think Kriti have feelings for me, But I love her as a friend”
Doctor: I Do think Kriti has feelings for you, what’s the problem? Why can’t you accept her? She’s good looking, talented, she loves you, she got everything a man wants.
Me: yes I accept that she got everything, she is perfect, She loves me and i love her. The problem is with me. I can’t accept her feelings.
DR: Why?
Me: Doctor,………….( kontha gap taruvatha) …. I am still not sure of my sexual orientation, I am still exploring it. I don’t have the courage to share it with anyone. I am scared of the thought that what will people think if they know about me. What if Kriti hates me after knowing this. I can’t even bear the thought, she leaving me. What if my parents can’t accept this. I can’t tell you nenu entha struggle avutunnano ee thoughts tho. I feel like disappearing from this place.
Dr: I can understand your feelings, you have the right to love anyone irrespective of their genders. I am very happy that you are trying to figure out your feelings. But you can’t leave Kriti blind. Whatever it may be, don’t keep her in the dark. Don’t play with her emotions. Just open up to her before situations get out of hand.
Me: yes doctor I’ll find a solution for it. But I request you to keep it a secret until I find a solution.
Doctor : sure, I hope you resolve your issues as soon as possible

Inka a meet taurvatha nunchi ne alochanalu motham aa vishyam paine. I can see only two option
Tell kriti the truth and accept her decision.
Keep my secret up to myself and accept her feelings.

Kriti na vaipu choosinappudu alla tana kallalo napaina vunna feelings nannu lolopala chamestundi. Na Secret nenu eavriiki cheppalenu.
These SECRETS ARE LIKE CANCER, THEY KILL YOU FROM INSIDE, THE MORE YOU TRY TO HOLD IT THE RISKIER IT BECOMES.

Ila jarugutunna time lo oka roju Dr. Emily call chesaru “ Arya I think Kriti is going to propose to you today” ani chepparu. Naku vishyam nannu oka sandigdhata lo padesindi. Ippudu tanaki em reply ivvali?………

So to know what happened next please wait for the next chapter.

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Agasya
Agasya
25 days ago

After her proposed… One day time adugu… Next day… Nuv struggle ayyavo.. Cheppu…. She loves you right…. She always accept you who you are and how you are…. !!!!! Mostly in deep love… Past is past anthe… We need to admit it…. All the best.. From agasya….

Rishi
Rishi
25 days ago

Lovely ❤️

Venky
Venky
25 days ago

Interesting waiting for next chapter

Rahul
Rahul
25 days ago

Superb ……….
Waiting for next story .
Brother ni stories okka Machi short film
Leda okka series cheyachuu… Think it ones on it

Storyteller9703
Storyteller9703
19 days ago
Reply to  Rahul

thank you

KrishT
KrishT
24 days ago

Man.. what a narration.. characterization of arya is damn superb. As you mentioned yes, his life never looks normal..

I’m so eager on what thoughts as a writer are you going to bring out..

I wish Aarya turns out to be a bi-sexual 😁

Storyteller9703
Storyteller9703
19 days ago
Reply to  KrishT

thank you. I hope you will enjoy the upcoming parts.

Kumar
Kumar
23 days ago

First time ee site lo full rating star’s chusa.. Without sexual topic… Really this story can’t be thinking…

Storyteller9703
Storyteller9703
19 days ago
Reply to  Kumar

thank you.
It is because of sweetest readers.

Cherry
Cherry
23 days ago

Ur story was really asm , moreover I can’t wait for next part, but i should …yeah keep rocking dude😊

Storyteller9703
Storyteller9703
19 days ago
Reply to  Cherry

thank you.

Rahul reddy
Rahul reddy
22 days ago

Bro mi stories chala baagunnayi, story chaduvutunte nen anubhavinchina bada antha marichipoya. Opposite person kuda mana feelings artham chesukuntene iddari madya bonding strong avthundhi

Storyteller9703
Storyteller9703
19 days ago
Reply to  Rahul reddy

thank you.

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