STUCK BETWEEN THREE – CHAPTER 5 – HEALING

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STUCK BETWEEN THREE – CHAPTER 5 – HEALING

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Slowly opening my eyes, nenu na room lo vunannu na pakkana ammamma, athaiah valla husband and doctor vunannaru. Naku em artham kavatamledu, chotu intha mandi vunna evariki em jarigindo cheppaleni paristhithi nadi. Cheppina vallu artham chesukune manushulu kadu. Gatthiga edavali ani vundi kani edavalenu. Peddaga arichi naku enduku ila jarigindi ani adagali ani vundi kani adhagalenu. Ammamma na pakkane kurchuni vundi. Kanna emaindi ammananna nitho leru ani tinatam manestava? digulu padaku ra ani dhairyam cheptundi. Kani emaku em telusu adi okkate karanam kadu ani. Amma Nana ki kuda ee visyam telsindi. Vallu nannu kuda US ki vaccheyyammani chepparu, amma phone lone edupu modalu pettindi. Ammamma vallani na Nana naku shayam cheyyamni phone chesaru ata adnuke vallu vacharu vallu raka pothe nenu emai poyevadini bayapaddaru.
Nenu Delhi vellataniki inka mudu rojula time ae vundi. Nenu vunna paristhithilo naku paiki levali ani kuda anipichadam ledu. Oka nimisham kallu musukuni idi antha oka kala ayite bagundu Arjun malli na daggaraku vaste bagundu ani pistundi. Oka rojulu na asalu na namamkam antha talakrindulu ayipoyayi. Asalu inthaki nenu nammalekapothunna Arjun ila cheyyagaladu ani idi abbadama ayithe bagundu. Aa arjun paina pattaleni antha kopam vastundi. Oka kshanam vadi mokam kuda jeevitham lo choodakudadu anipistundi. Maro kshanam vadi daggaraku velli vadini brathimiladadam anipistundi. Vadiki na paina inka feelings vunnaya?? vadi jeevitham lo evariki cheppaleni rahasyam nenu migilipotana. Idena ma kadha ki antham. Those feelings of breakup were so intense that I was unable to cope with them. Aa chinna vayasulo naku jarigina ee vishyam ne jeevatham chala marpu tecchindi. Evaritho matladali anipichadam ledu, tinali ani ledu, bayataki vellali ani ledu. Oka jeevam leni sariram la ayipoyanu.
Ammamma na daggaraki vacchi na pakakna kurchuni tana chethi tho na tala nimuruthu “kanna nuvvu bada padaku. Ila vunte mi amma valla ki nenem samadanam cheptanu, vallu ni paina digulutho akkada bhadapadutunnaru. Kanisam valla kosam ayina lechi edokati tina ra. Vallu nikosam entha chesru ra, mi amma nana chanipoyinappudu nee jeevitham em ayipotunda eni bavidhaythu em ayipotund ani chal digulupadda. Ni bhavishaythu bagundali enni devullaki prardinchano. Vallu na mata vini niku ee ammanana ni ichharu. Valla ninnu choosukunna natha baga mi sontha amma nana kuda choosuko leru emo, vallaki nuvvu santhosam ga vundtam ae kavali, vallu ni snathosam kosam entha dooram ayina vellagaru. Kanuka ni gurichi kakapoyina valla gurinchi ayina alochinchu. Konni konni sarlu manam manaku istamaina valla ki doorma avvalisi vastundi, ala ani brathakunda vuntama. Ee dooram kuda mana madya bandalanu penchuntundi. Eppudaina okati gurthu pettuko mana jeevitham lo bhada venaka goppa santhosham vuntundi. Mana jeevitham lo mana edaina kolpoyedi entho goppa danni pondatanike. Andari jeevithalalo kastalu vuntayi kani manam vatini entha baga edurkunam anedi mukyam.
Ni bhadaka ki mi ammanana dooranga vunnaru anedi okkati karanam kadu inke edo undi nuvvu adi cheppalekapotunnav adi naku artham avutundi, nenu adi ento ani ninnu balavantha pettanu. niku okkati martam cheppagalanu, whatever happens in your life happens for a reason, always keep in mind that GOD has got wonderful plans for you. Just trust him, have faith in him, pray earnestly and keep fighting. Things will be in favour of you for sure. Nikosam kakapoyina intha chesina mi amma nana kosam ayina leguvu, tayaru avvu.”

Ammamma matalu vinnaka naku okati artham ayindi nakosam kakapoyina na parents kosam ayina I have to move on, I can’t end my life like this, I have many things do and many goals to achieve ani.

Alane oka roju gadichipoyindi repu 10 ki na Delhi flight. Na tala lo enno vandala alochanlu. Na mansuku kuduta ledu. Oka alochana may be Arjun kuda nalane badapdutunnadu emo. Vadi eduvalla ila cheyyalisi vacchindoo. Ayina idi ma manchi ke nemo. Memu kalisi vundatam kanna vidipovatam ae manchidiemo ane rakarakala alochanalu.

Inka lechi snananiki vellanu okate anukunnu inka edavakuda du ani entha edchina ide last avvali, shower on chesi na vunna bhada natha na kallalo nunchi baytaki tevataniki praythnincha. Aa roju entha edchano naku matrame telsu. Na bhada natha aa nilla la na nunchi vellipovali nai korukunna. Bayataki vachhi addam lo nannu nenu anthe choosukunna, naku okate arthamanindi evarini manaku minchi premichakudu ani, ALWAYS REMEMBER SELF LOVE IS IMPORTANT, LOVE YOURSELF THAN ANY ONE. people will come and go but you are the one who stays with you throughout. Na emotions ni nenu control chesukunna.
Next day Nenu delhi bayalderanu. Arjun ki ra vaddu ani cheppina ekkado tanu vastadu ane oka chinna hope. But adi na kala matrame. Nenu Delhi vellanu, Akkada ma daddy valla friend college college lo professor valla Wife and Husband iddaru doctors ae, they were so kind to me, they helped me a lot during my initial college days.
Next nenu hostel ki move ayyanu, Na roommate evaru vastrao anukunna okadu vachhadu tanu from Kerala, tana peru Ashiq tana gurinchi cheppali ante average height , well tanned by the way he mingles with people so easily. Starting lo kasta nenu silent em matladakapoyina vadu baga matladinchevadu. Classes start ayyayi nenu attend kavatam start chesanu. Nenu evaritho ekkuva matladevadini kadu. Inka evaritho ayina kotha valla tho mataldalisi vaste Ashiq chetha matldinche vadini. Vadu pampam nakosam andritho matlade vadu. Nenu Arjun gurinchi alochinchataniki kuda time doraknatha ga busy ayipoyanu. Entha busy ayina tanu edo vishyam lo gurthu vastune vuntadu. Nenu akkada vunna anni rojulu tanani gurthu chesukuni bhada padani roju ledu. But nenu tana kanna na career ki importance ichannu. Course chala difficult so nenu chala kasta padalsi vachindi. So oka roju na parents call chesaru they were happy with how my studies are going on, and they told me that they have given my number to their neighbor who was also alumni of the college. Nenu endukamma kothavallatho matladatam ikkada antha bane vundi ani cheppa. Kani vallu pattinchukoledu. Inka tappaka sarey ani cheppa. Classes full pace lo jarugutunani ekkada time dorikedi kadu. Appudu appudu kontha mandi seniors kast trouble chesavallu but not serious. Oka rorju night 10 or something naku oka call vacchindi. Nenu lift chesanu he said my name Aryaa. Damn I flet no one has ever spoke my name with that tone. Tana Peru Sanjith ma mummy valla neighbour and ee college alumni, tanu introduce chesukunandu, nenu ekkauva matladaeldu tane matladadu, nenu just respond avutunnanu. Tanu college ela vundi campus ela vundi, set ayyinda emaina problems vunnaya ani adugutunnadu. Nenu em problems levu ani cheppa, seniors emina trouble chestunnara? ani adigadu, mari anthe em kadu ani chepanu, tanu naku emiana problem vunna, doubts vunna, etuvanti help kavali anna adaga mani cheppadu. Nenu sarey ani cheppanu.
Next day Hostel mundu nakosam senior waiting, Damn nenu ayipoyanu anukunna, Ashiq vere side nunchi podam ani cheppadu but maku aa chance ledu, valla lo girls kuda vunnaru ema vutundo ani bayam. Memu akkadiki vellam chala baymestundi but, kani akkada jarigindi vunkokati. Vallu andaru Sanjith juniors, they were here to help me, naku emina help kavali anna, problem vunna cheppamnai chepparu, they asked me how I knew Sanjith, appudu telsindi Sanjith college lo full popular ani, classes alane jarugutanni. Next sunday malli around ki oka call vacchindi. Adi sanjith ae I said thanks and mari antha attention vallani naku ivvadu ani cheppagalra anu adiganu, tanu navadu, nenu just navvanu. Itu pakkana Ashiq na mokam choosi entra niku navavtam kuda vaccha ani adiagadu? Avu appati daka college lo nenu epppudu navveldu. Inka ala ala Sanjith naku every Sunday call cheyyadtam start chesadu. Nenu starting lo just repsond ayye vadini but tauvatha nenu matladatam start chesau. But everytime tane call cheseavadu. Naku studies lo guide chesavadu and USMLE (medical exams to practise in us ) vati gurinchi ela plan chesukovalo chepadu. So ila full busy ga adjust avutu na 1st year gadichipoyindi . Ma parents madyalo nanu kalavataiki valle vacchevaru. So ippati varuku nenu ma class lo vunna ani evariki teliyadu, But 1 year results vacchai, Aa okka sheet of paper tho nenu class lo popular ayyanu. Even professor kuda evaru ithanu ani adigaru. Ashiq ayithe macha intha baga chaduvuthava nuvvu, eppduu cheppaledu annadu. So ila classes jariguthu, exams, practicals, seminars full busy ayipoayanu. Sanjith tho na relationship equation marutunnai. Eavriki teludu ithani na jeevitham etha balanga pathukotadu ani?

Antha bane vundi but oka roju Naku Arjun Campus lo kanipinchaduu. Malli jarigina vishaylau na kalla mundu ku vacchai, tanu na vaipu tirgadu…. Thana tho patu…….

Next parts lo you will be reading about seeing Arjun again, moving on, my budding relationship withSanjith, My first meet with him, change in college life.

I HOPE YOU LIKE MY STORY. PLEASE SUPPORT ME WITH YOUR FEEDBACK AND RATING. IT MOTIVATES ME TO WRITE MORE INTERESTING STORIES.
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Rakesh
Rakesh
1 month ago

Your narration is gud and very interesting to read

Storyteller9703
Storyteller9703
1 month ago
Reply to  Rakesh

thank you

Rajnavin
Rajnavin
1 month ago

Next partkosam waiting , nenu oka book chaduvuthunna feeling

Storyteller9703
Storyteller9703
1 month ago
Reply to  Rajnavin

thank you so much

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