My First Love

Hi…. Hello…Namste…..Vanakam….Adaab….challa yekuva sutti kotha kada ……….😅 To be Frank nak stories rayalana,chadavalana asalu istam undadu…but eee destiny unde….pedda donga munza ….yevarini yekadiki yella cherchutundo yevariki teliyadu…. nijaniki….nak em cheyalo arttam kavatled….pichi pichi ga undi…..aaa pichi lo na story rastuna…..so…don’t mind guys….tappulu unte lite teskonde…

Well ……idi na katha…..
Na peru UDAY…..nen putti 2 decades avabotundi inko two months lo😅…. So matter Loki oste….chinnapati nunchi,nakantu okaru undali,vala tho life long alla undali illa undali ani boledu dreams undevi….apatiki naku M2M feelings levu….inter lo na frd valla start ayindi (prati friendu avasarame ra😅)….purti ga vade responsible analenu kani….nalo unna mahanubavudini nidra lepadu vadu🤣

Na life ni lockdown challa marchindi…. lockdown lo boledu memories unai….aaaa teepi gurtulo okati….na SHASHI…na bangaru…..

Lockdown lo first time society ni explore cheyatam start chesa…apati varaku nak telisindi rende…okati illu…rendu college…anthe…na inter exact ga lockdown tho end ayindi….exams aypoyay ….full holidays….next inka graduation…..yenno dreams tho wait chestu unna….

Lockdown lo I’ve started using apps…. challa mandi frds parichayam ayaru…. infact oka family ga aypoyam…. morning nunchi night varaku calls matladutune unde vadini….coz antha kothaga undi….apati varaku boy tho sex chesindi nen okadine ani anukune vadini…. taruvata telisindi anni….

Allane Shashi kuda…tanu na kanna 1 yr chinna…na tho challa baga matlade vadu…roju vc chesukune valam…. kaburulu, muchatlu…. boledu …..tanu nemadiga nannu ista padatam start chesadu…..aaa vishayam nak telidu….so konni months varaku chepaled….tanemo telengana capital….nenemo Andhra 1st capital (ma urlu)…..

Tanu konni rojulaki…na meda pressure tayavadam start chesadu….mana madya em undi …..em undi ani…i was like vedi badha yenti ani ……sare i love u ani chepesa….apatiki love anthe yento nak telidu….vadu na meda chupe Prema nannu purtiga marchindi…challa possesive vadu..nen vere valatho call matladutuna ani teluste….aroju nak narakame….

So…nemadi ga nen vadini love cheyatam start chesa….. actually apati varaku we never met… distance relationship madi….konni rojulaki nen vadi Prema lo purtiga munigipoya…..

Tanu vizag lo oka private university lo join ayadu…nannu kuda join avvu ani baga force chesadu kani….intlo oppukoled…vadiki sardicheppa em kadu lee ani….

Taruvata nen Vijayawada lo oka private university lo join aypoyya….ma iddariki classes start ayay…vadu vala uru nunchi vizag…nen ma uru nunchi Vijayawada ki ocham…antha normal gane undi….full busy with new graduation life….

Konni months ma vadu…yedavatam start chesadu….bava(nannu bava ani pilustadu) manam yepudu meet avutam ani….vadini prati sari console chesi….tondaralone ani sardicheppe vadini….

Na manasu lo shashi meda Prema baga perigipoyindi…yenta anthe…. vadi tho future kuda plan chesekuna….ma iddari names ni combine chesi SHUDAY anna peru create chesa……adi future lo mem undaboye intiki petali anukuna peru…..

Athi kastham meda…..we met…. dadapu one year nunchi anukunte…. October 2021 lo ….kalisam…..

Indaka cheppa kada destiny…..ani….ade mamalni kalipindi….city of destiny lo kalisam….apatiki vizag lo ma bangaru vala family tho shift ayaru hyd nunchi …. lucky ga nen vizag ki velle time ki vala intlo ma bangaru okade unadu….ma attaya vallu(shahi parents) hyd ki pani meda velaru….

Nen night Kalla vizag ki reach ayya…full varsham ……vadu nannu busstand lo receive chesukuntadu….gatiga hug cheskovachu anukuna….but….phone chesi rapido book chesta anadu… first moment lone disappoint ayya….parled lee ani rapido yekka ……vala inti mundu alla ochesa…ma vadu ochadu…na laguage bag teskoni chei patukoni….tesukeladu…..

Vijayawada to vizag by bus….doola teripoyindi Naku…..full tierd ga unna…fresh ayyi alla bayataki ocha…ma first meet adi…na bangaru na hair ni towel tho dry chesadu….apude first time kiss chesa vadini…..heart beat ooo range lo undi Naku vadiki….kiss cheskoni….gatiga hug cheskoni…..edchesam…..ma nirikshana ….inalaku meet ayam ani…..na life lo na chivari upiri varaku adi gurtu untadi…. because vadu na first love…adi na first kiss and hug…..

Taruvata dinner chesam… vadiki nen Naku vadu tinipinchukunam….that’s the most beautiful thing… taruvata ma vadu rasikudu lendi….bava bava anthu start chesadu….opika led ra morning chusdam ani cheppa …kodiga disappoint ayadu….na thoda meda paduko betti ….alla movies chusam kasepu….

Full ga nidrostundi….bajjundam ani cheppa ….so…nude ga…oke blanket kapukoni.. cuddle cheskoni padukunam… Baga nidrapoya….next roju morning….vadu munde lechadu….lechi na forehead meda kiss chesi…good morning bava anadu….ahaa anipinchindi….

Taruvata breakfast chesta fresh avvu anadu…nen osta ani tana tho patu kitchen ki Vella… tanu prepare chestunte….i hugged him….alla songs vintu….vadini hug chesukuna….vadu food prepare chestunadu….

Illa boledu…..
Cheti lo chey veskoni movie chustu….kalisi utensils clean chestu….kalisi cook chestu… kalisi tintu…. madyalo pillow fights….chinna godvalu…. terrace meda stars count cheyatam….bike rides….beach lo cheti lo chey veskoni nadavatalu….vadu alugute bujjaginchatalu…..what not….. everything…..

Life lo vadini yepudu badha petakudadu ani gatiga fix ayya….intlo dairyam chesi… vadikosam fight chesdam ani gatiga fix ayya….inka chala fix ayya life lo

Three days….full ga enjoy chesam…. taruvata nen ma urki ochesa….one week varaku relatives ostaru….. privacy undadu anadu….sare disturb cheyaled…..alla gap istune unde vadu….nak arttam ayedi kadu ….so kopam tho osari tittesa…..koni rojulu matldukoled….iddaram….

Sorry nen chepali ani call chesa….aaa call na life lo marchipolenu….anni months premaga bava ani pilichina noru…sudden ga nak relation set avadu….nuv nak oddu…..nen over caring ga undalenu…..mana iddariki set avadu anadu….

First of all….apudu anthaga patinchukoled…chall po ra anukoni…kopam tho antunadu anukuna….rojulu poyye koddi….ma madya gap kuda perugutu ochindi…nak vadi bayam vestu ochindi…..malli call chesa …..casual ga lift chesi evaru anadu…..

Taruvata arttam ayindi vadu nannu vadilesadu ani….em cheyalo arttam kaled….pichi yekindi…. November 2021 nunchi ipati varaku….challa sarlu call chesa…text chesa….akada nunchi no reply……

Roju call chese vadini….text chese vadini…..ooo roju 20 times whatspp call chesa….vadu aroju nannu block chesadu adi nak telidu…. taruvata malli unblock chesadu…..

Illa roju calls chese vadini….oka roju call lift chesadu….pichi happy….lift chesi normal gane matladutadu anukunte….. Oka mata anadu….vadu nannu vadilesina antha badha undedi kadu….na self-respect ni challa gatiga kotadu….

Ayna parled lee na bangaru kada ani….roju call chese vadini….vadu nannu oka manishi laga kuda chudatled….vadu nannu yenduku oddu anukuntunado arttam kavatled….vadu nak aaa reason yento chepte challu anukune vadini

Koni rojulaki purtiga block chesadu…. nijaniki nak college lo school lo close frds leru….unna valanta…mana community vale….valatho na pain share cheskovali anukunapudalla…..kondaru console chesevallu….kondaru nannu lite tesukunaru….nen roju vadi gurinche alochinche vadini…..akariki yella ayindi anthe….andariki chiraku ochindi yeni rojulu inka alla untav ani… slowly they started neglecting me… ofcourse vala life valadi…valaki job, education, career untai

Inkondarini nene dooram chesukuna….. shashi ledu ani pichodi laga aypoya…..yella padite alla matlade vadini…na matalaku janalu hurt ayye valuu…alla unna valani kuda dooram chesukuna….

Akariki yevariki chepalo arttam kavatled…. frds leru…. family ki chepalenu…. Narakam kanipinchindi….aaa time lo na college frd ki cheppa…tanu ammai….ammai ayna kuda nannu purtiga arttam chesukundi….. library lo…class lo na thone untu console chesedi…..

Na anna frds na tho leru….na shashi na tho ledu…evaru leru…tanu tappa….roju night nak badha ga unte nen call chesta….tana bf tana tho godava padite nak call chesedi….

Alla ipati varaku continue avutundi….idanta yenduku rastunano kuda telidu….pain tho rastuna…. Shashi malli ostadi rado telidu….vadu 200% radu…but chinna hope ostademo ani….

Nak arttam kanidi yentante….ani rojulu wait chesi…meet ayna one month lo nannu vadilesadu…. almost one year lo vadu chupinchina love, affection antha em ayindi…..life long nathone anna promise em ayindi…..

May be nannu timepass anukunada….r vadiki edaina important reason unda….r vala intlo telisipoyinda…..em arttam kavatled…..

Vadu nannu istapadaka poyinda,hurt chesina,insult chesina….vadu na first love….life long gurtu untadu….

And moreover janalu antaru love ante….pilla bacha….velli chaduvuko….25yr taruvata alochinchu ani….idk why….does age matters for love?i was the one who used to hate homo relation….and …now…nene okadi kosam wait chestuna….i think this is what destiny is….

Na life lo ochina clarity yenti anthe…mana tho life long evaru undaru …name it frds r lover r anyone….. evaru undaru …mana family tappa….na priyamaina janalara….don’t love ….be happy 😅

Im Extremely sorry,idk whether this is the right place to share my life story r not….but sudden ga anipinchindi…..yedaina mistakes unte lite teskonde….typos untai….ayna opika tho chadavande

Yendaro Homo murtulu….. andariki vandanalu….!

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